its random~ and oh,so random~

oh well oh well~ it's holidayyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

No more 2012 and don't worry God is not coming back on tomorrow~aha~!

I wonder why they keep telling me about end time and asking us to be prepared as Jesus will soon be returning back to earth,
and I just feel weird because nobody will knows when it is, nobody can predict, can tell out,
yea you said it might be next year, next day or even the next second, I was once anxious like my mum do cause I know I am not well prepared, but thanks God for giving me today's message from David the preacher, I got the answer for the question I've been stuck into for some time.
David says, Yea nobody will know when God will be coming, he will be the thief at the midnight,
struck without letting people know but, he will alert those who prepared:D
And the main thing I got to know is, GOD WILL NOT COMING BACK SO SOON, NOT TOO LATE, NEITHER 2012 NOR 2048 what so ever BECAUSE, God will only come back when EVERYTHING ON EARTH IS RESTORED~! aha, this is what i want...lolx...
I did read this phrase in bible verse, perhaps I can have an argument over it with them, haha because I seriously feel anxious bout this, GOD CAUSE I AM NOT PREPARED YET~!!!!!! WAIT FOR ME~!!!

deepest thought~

feel like letting go~
i am not gonna participate in any relationship after this....

the true deep love from me to you~

How I wish I could one day bring you to believe in Christ,
and you will accept Lord Jesus as your Savior,
and then we will walk God's way together,
and then we will pray together, worship together, go sunday service together,
share bible words together, and accept Jesus blessing together.
It would be more great when we hold hands and pray for each other together when we need comforts, it would be more great when we both have God in us,
and It would be more great when we hold hands together walk into church and promise each
other to be husband wife together in front of the cross.
I really want so much to see you and me together walk with God for the rest of life,
but I know it will be a very hard task for me to bring you in front to God,
what I can do is only pray and leave you to God, I believe in Him.
Don't ask me why, I won't force you,
because I don't want to annoy you,
make you hate my Father Lord.
Because I Love You, and this explains why I hope to see you believe in Christ,
because I want to save you.
You won't understand now why,
but you will know when Jesus touches you.
and so to my very best friends, sha da jieh, brother, ngao long, and ducke,
I wish to see one day we all can come together,
holding hands together,
sitting in the middle of the hall,
close our eyes,
and pray together for each other.
Please don't annoy by my words friends,
I just feel so much to do this in this moment.
I Love you guys~

to the Father Lord in Heaven

Father Lord please forgive me that i have sinned.
i know i'd always backslide but you never give up in me.
though i got no faith in you sometimes but You have faith in me.
that makes me cry.
i want to come back to you.
i need you blessing i need your protection i need eternal life.
you promised me that my wishes will be fulfilled if i am faithful and sincere to you lord.
i will trust in You.
Father Lord may Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
Please give me strength and hold me tight.
i don't want to slide away.
Thank you for everything you have given to me.
i praise You Lord Jesus.
Amen~