eating instant noodle for my dinner...
have been repeating the same thing for few saturdays...
cause i can find the memories by doing it over and over again....
It was a saturday, you were cooking our instant noodle,
i was washing all the dish up,
i blamed on your bad skill,
and you laughed at me for no reason.
We backed to our room,
opened up the movie,
pulling out the chair,
placing our dinner on it,
and start enjoying everything.
And i remember what i mentioned,
'Even it is jz instant noodle, its already so enough cause you are here with me'
Yes, everything was so beautiful before...
I think i am still hanging around here cause i haven't receive your good night wish tonight...
Hope it will not be another sleepless night anymore...
And i wish i could let go very soon....
It is painful...
It is torturing...
I wonder why you wouldn't know that...
What makes you go off so suddenly...
Not loving anymore? why?
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
You are a liar.
You are being irresponsible to our promises.
I couldn't forget what you promised before and now i couldn't take it that all things are gone forever.
There was once you came into my life, you occupied my heart, for 2 years long, and even now,
it wouldn't fade away.
You said you love me, you wiped away my tears and tell me not to afraid,
because, you will never ever leave me alone, unless i said so.
Now, without waiting me to tell you what to do, you make the step first.
You broken everything, you spoiled my dreams, you leave me with tears at night,
you say bye bye without bringing all the memories along.
You are cruel, and you are a fool cause you created all these.
You said break up at first, and now you come back, asking everybody how am i doing,
trying to concern me, and it is stupid.
If you chosen to leave, why would you come back and do so many things behind?
I don't need that at all, i don't need your concern and your care, cause you are no longer
the one who having the authority to care about my everything, you are no longer the one
who having the authority to spam my inbox messages 24 hours, you are no longer the
one who having the authority to ask me to eat sleep bath shit, no more~
Only my boyfriend can do all this to me. You are now only a stranger, or maybe just a
friend, that don't need to access into my life. My friends won't concern all these bout me.
Same to you.
Don't tell me you never thought that 'break up' will turn up to be so serious,
then you are totally foolish and immature to everyone.
A lot of people already warned you, 不要轻易说分手。
Don't tell me you never heard of this before, i am pretty sure it is familiar to you.
Don't tell me you just wanna 'break up for temporary'. No such word at all.
Though i did that before, but i knew i will come back to you very soon, that's why i did such silly act once. And i realized i was acting immaturely towards our relationship.
Is that so called karma? I left you at once and now you did it back to me?
And please, don't tell me i am good. Don't tell me i am a good gf i will be a good mother and wife and so on... and telling me that you will definitely regret to lose me... Because you are silly.
You are contradicting yourself. You said i deserve better one, because i am good. Then i'm gonna ask you, who will ever offer others on the good stuff he had in his hand? Why are you so generous? You laugh now, laughing at yourself, cause you realized you are being silly.
I'm gonna tell you that, i am not a gift, for you to give it out to people; nor i am a what so ever for you to offer others. I still have my own dignity, i am a human, i have a heart and i have my choice. I don't need you to act generous and to offer others your so called 'good gf'.
You said you give it up because you are stressed by academic stuffs right now,
how about future? Unless you don't plan to have a wife and a marriage,
cause you might abandon them due to stress from working. Tell me, are you silly?
It's good to lose you, cause i don't want an irresponsible husband, and i don't want an immature husband. I don't need a husband that can't handle stress, i don't need a husband that can't manage his own life, and easily beaten down by huge burdens.... It's a good thing. Yes, indeed.
Now i have nobody else to cry out when i afraid of darkness.
Now i have nobody to take care of my health and help me in my studies.
I have nobody to hug anymore.
I have nobody to mumble anymore.
I have only all the memories with me.
I have only tears accompany me to sleep.
And i realized the bedtime stories you gave were all lies.
I got to be independent by now, nobody to rely, and i have to re-plan my future,
cause i'd always thought i will have you in my future.
Everything comes to the end out of expectation.
You are a liar. The promises were all fairy tale.
Fairy tale never come true.
I couldn't forget what you promised before and now i couldn't take it that all things are gone forever.
There was once you came into my life, you occupied my heart, for 2 years long, and even now,
it wouldn't fade away.
You said you love me, you wiped away my tears and tell me not to afraid,
because, you will never ever leave me alone, unless i said so.
Now, without waiting me to tell you what to do, you make the step first.
You broken everything, you spoiled my dreams, you leave me with tears at night,
you say bye bye without bringing all the memories along.
You are cruel, and you are a fool cause you created all these.
You said break up at first, and now you come back, asking everybody how am i doing,
trying to concern me, and it is stupid.
If you chosen to leave, why would you come back and do so many things behind?
I don't need that at all, i don't need your concern and your care, cause you are no longer
the one who having the authority to care about my everything, you are no longer the one
who having the authority to spam my inbox messages 24 hours, you are no longer the
one who having the authority to ask me to eat sleep bath shit, no more~
Only my boyfriend can do all this to me. You are now only a stranger, or maybe just a
friend, that don't need to access into my life. My friends won't concern all these bout me.
Same to you.
Don't tell me you never thought that 'break up' will turn up to be so serious,
then you are totally foolish and immature to everyone.
A lot of people already warned you, 不要轻易说分手。
Don't tell me you never heard of this before, i am pretty sure it is familiar to you.
Don't tell me you just wanna 'break up for temporary'. No such word at all.
Though i did that before, but i knew i will come back to you very soon, that's why i did such silly act once. And i realized i was acting immaturely towards our relationship.
Is that so called karma? I left you at once and now you did it back to me?
And please, don't tell me i am good. Don't tell me i am a good gf i will be a good mother and wife and so on... and telling me that you will definitely regret to lose me... Because you are silly.
You are contradicting yourself. You said i deserve better one, because i am good. Then i'm gonna ask you, who will ever offer others on the good stuff he had in his hand? Why are you so generous? You laugh now, laughing at yourself, cause you realized you are being silly.
I'm gonna tell you that, i am not a gift, for you to give it out to people; nor i am a what so ever for you to offer others. I still have my own dignity, i am a human, i have a heart and i have my choice. I don't need you to act generous and to offer others your so called 'good gf'.
You said you give it up because you are stressed by academic stuffs right now,
how about future? Unless you don't plan to have a wife and a marriage,
cause you might abandon them due to stress from working. Tell me, are you silly?
It's good to lose you, cause i don't want an irresponsible husband, and i don't want an immature husband. I don't need a husband that can't handle stress, i don't need a husband that can't manage his own life, and easily beaten down by huge burdens.... It's a good thing. Yes, indeed.
Now i have nobody else to cry out when i afraid of darkness.
Now i have nobody to take care of my health and help me in my studies.
I have nobody to hug anymore.
I have nobody to mumble anymore.
I have only all the memories with me.
I have only tears accompany me to sleep.
And i realized the bedtime stories you gave were all lies.
I got to be independent by now, nobody to rely, and i have to re-plan my future,
cause i'd always thought i will have you in my future.
Everything comes to the end out of expectation.
You are a liar. The promises were all fairy tale.
Fairy tale never come true.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Share my life, take me for what I am
Cause I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you
You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember forever
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me, no
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
If I don't have you, oh you
Cause I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you
You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember forever
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me, no
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
If I don't have you, oh you
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
情人知己，同学亦同事工作伙伴~
把这首歌送给你亲爱的大鼻子，
情人知己
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
我非常爱你，非常确定，对对对，没有怀疑，
请给我坚定的信心，
让我对你的信任不会动摇咯~~
太想你了呀~
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前两天去陪你上班当promoter，
足足站了28个小时，
为了赚那么一点的零用，
和为了见到你啦~paiseh shhh~~
hehehe...
至于同学呢，
两年前我也去过你学校上那么两个礼拜的学啊，
所以我们也当过同学，
也就所以是同学亦同事，情人又知己~
好幸福的捏~~
咱们几乎啥位置都一起做过了，
要继续努力，
让你成为我独一无二的‘multi-position’(是酱说吗？随便乱拼滴lol) 的daby~~
daby~~ah larp eiw~muah muah~
*blusheyyy*
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
The Occupant
Thank you for enlightening my life, thank you for walking into it and thank you for being such a nice lover... you are great, you are lovely and you are appreciated. i believe that you are a special gift from God. no one else own it... your good and kindness are noted by everyone, please forgive that i realized it late, but guess its not too late ;) lucky that you pulled back when i almost fall, otherwise i will never have the chance experiencing so much downpour of love from ya~~ yes, i appreciate it, i do... though I'd always being so fussy, i am sorry, please look inside my heart whenever i did it, they have different kind of language... i know i m troublesome, i know I'd always bring you a lots of sleepless night... that's because i doesn't know how much you care, that's because i doesn't know what 'appreciate' means, now I've figured them out, i know you :D:D please bare with me on my attitude, i might be frivolous sometimes, but please wait for me, i will come back to you....Because you are the occupant in my heart. <3
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