Happiest Princess Day ever~

It's post for 23th of December of me MICHELLE TEH Fishball ~!!hee :D:D:D
(btw don't call me fishball after this bcz it is only for my boy~) :D

There will be not much words for this post but photos tells everything~

These are all my surprise gifts and blessings from kind people around me :D

and apology to my classmates who bought me present as well, i left it in kl so i will post the photo of it again after this~ thanks a lot boys~!! :D



MT purse from myself..hahaha~ yea i bought it for myself as a bday present~ why not?
开心就好! :D






ohno how lovely is this when i saw the notes inside~~~~!! Thanks a lot to 7th uncle and aunt~!!!
how blessed~~









both are from my lovely twin sis~ body shop's aqua lily and cookies cake recipe~!!
doh xia 我的猪仔妹~:D





from ma leng lui dai sou~fank kiu you ar 大嫂~ but i really didn't mean to tell you that i like secret recipe's cheesecake~ paiseh~ its not cheap i know~~





Da~~ thank you for the pair of high heel from vincci~ seriously wa jin gam dong~
I Love You so much~ hee~ nah~ not bcz of materials~ is bcz of your heart :D
though you ruined my day~:(
hmm but suan liao~看在high heel的份上~
I Love You ma fishball stick~!!!



and last but not least~~~~~~~TADADARANGGGGGGGGG!!!!!



Sony Ericsson Aino Classic~~!!!! !!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S THE MOST COSTLY PRESENT I RECEIVED~!!!
DOH XIA BABA~!!!!
I LOVE YOU BABA AND I WILL LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE~!!!!!!
THANK YOU FOR WISHING ME BUT I WISH TO HAVE MORE AND MORE POCKET MONEY FROM TODAY ONWARDS TO SPEND~yihehe~~ yea yea i know i m bad~~but still...
I LOVE YOU!! and i know you love me more~ I Love You most~:D not bcz of your money of course~is bcz you treat me as your princess always and you always love me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much~ i know:)


Oh and last last but not least least~i left out one thing~~
and it is from my LOVELIEST mummy~




TuDAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!




HOW CAN I MISSED THIS HUH??!! NO WAY IT IS FROM MY MUM!!!
and it is~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DKNY Be Delicious Fresh Blossom that i long for~~
wuh~! finally its mine!!
XIE XIE NI WO DE MAMA~~
Still the same, I Love You and i will LOVE YOU MORE~!!!!
I know you'd suffered for 18hrs to fart me out 19 years ago~ so..........


this is for you in order to repay you~:) :D:D:D


Anyhow i really had a very joyful, cheerful, fruitful and present-ful of 19th birthday~~XD

That's why i said, 本小姐的生日大过天~！！
hee~~~不要打我~~ i m just simply joking~
thanks for everyone who had wished me and who had bought me presents~ you guys really great~ you guys made my day~ you guys cheered my 19th life up~

Last two years i promised to live a 闪亮and精彩的17th 18th
and this year i m going to live a fruitful 19th~
imma going to try ma best to achieve what i want~

i try~

let me try~~~

first......

hee~~~

and imma gonna cherish my '1' 字尾 cause no more 1x year old after this~

kinda sad to know that i m getting older~ sigh~

NO SIGH NO SIGH!!
I AM HAPPY AND I AM A HAPPY PRINCESS EVER!!!!!!!
THANK YOU ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LIGHTEN UP MY WORLD~
I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I WILL ALWAYS DO :D



Sincerely,

Fishball and fishball stick

The day~~

A: thank you for the fishballs arh~~hee~
* nom nom nom yummy *

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A: you buy me so many fishballs then after i eat d look like fishball liao lor?

B: heiya~~~~~~ then i become the stick lar~! *pointing the fishball stick* :D

A: hah? you become the stick so skinny ar? i become fishball so fat ar? I DON'T WANT~~~~~~~~

B: *gan siu* ngiek~

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A: yi hai wor, but the stick can support 3 fishballs wor~ gei hou! means no matter how fat the fishball is the stick still can support them eh~~yihee~*blush*

B: hai leh~~ see~~ so you be the fishball i be the stick lar~




instead of 月亮星星豆浆油条it is 鱼蛋and the stick!!


heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~




you made my day :D

Topshop pinch blush

got nothing to do so decided to post this~

wulala i just bought a pinch blush from topshop yday and it looks like this--->




taranggg~~~~

Imma so in love with its packaging and it cost me only 30 bucks!!

next time put on d share here~lolx!
hopefully it will be obvious this time~ :D

我不要谈恋爱了

Best of luck

Darling, i am nervous too~ but no worries, bring your guts to school tomorrow, i can lend you mine as well, go in hall with all your confident, and i will pray for you too~ don't doubt, because believe, and you will receive. try your best k? my hugs will be here for you whenever you need them~





Love,
me:)

ahboeeiiyy

ohyea i m freaking miss you right now~

请止步不要再向这里走来了~

很想知道当我正用心的对待你们的时候，你们有用心的对待我吗？
我用心的和你们交朋友的时候，你们是否也把我当成是好朋友？
我有真心关心你们的时候，想知道你们也有吗？
我一心的想和你们一起完成一样任务的时候，你们是不是忽略了我的感受？

或许我提出的要求不符合你们，
或许我要的东西不适合你们，
又或许我的想法很差，或许很肤浅，或许只有我一个人会欣赏，
我还是真的很需要你们的意见，也需要你们的帮忙，我不认为那是我一个人应该策划的，
不是因为推卸责任，不过如果你们觉得不满意，可不可以早早就让我知道，
不要让我陷入状况了才留我一个去整理，不要一窝蜂的涌向别的地方，把另外一边计划到好好，
剩下这一边，留我一个，真的很无助的~~~~~

我很爱打打闹闹，大家都认为我很开朗很好玩甚至长不大，
可是我清楚我自己并不是酱子，
我很开朗，可是我也会有心碎的时候，
请不要不停的把我踩扁扁，
我也有血肉做的心，
踩我的时候请考虑一下我的心，
是否被你们踩扁踩碎剩模糊的血肉了？
请不要一而再再而三的讽刺我作弄我把我当成小丑看待了好吗？
我何尝不希望像别人一样好？
我何尝不希望跟别人一样优秀？
又能怎样？
说了你的心会舒服一点么？
讽刺了你整天会过得好一点么？
作弄了你晚上会发美梦么？

我其实并没有很爱笑，
我爱静静塞上耳机静静听着歌自己一个人思考做梦，
并没有在假扮忧郁，
可是那却是我真真的自己~
就算是假扮忧郁也为了什么？
就纯粹为了不要接触你们，
不要让别人再有机会伤害我的心~

你，听到了吗？
请体谅~

junks~

I seriously need an umbrella when its raining and no more wet body home~~!!

its random~ and oh,so random~

oh well oh well~ it's holidayyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

No more 2012 and don't worry God is not coming back on tomorrow~aha~!

I wonder why they keep telling me about end time and asking us to be prepared as Jesus will soon be returning back to earth,
and I just feel weird because nobody will knows when it is, nobody can predict, can tell out,
yea you said it might be next year, next day or even the next second, I was once anxious like my mum do cause I know I am not well prepared, but thanks God for giving me today's message from David the preacher, I got the answer for the question I've been stuck into for some time.
David says, Yea nobody will know when God will be coming, he will be the thief at the midnight,
struck without letting people know but, he will alert those who prepared:D
And the main thing I got to know is, GOD WILL NOT COMING BACK SO SOON, NOT TOO LATE, NEITHER 2012 NOR 2048 what so ever BECAUSE, God will only come back when EVERYTHING ON EARTH IS RESTORED~! aha, this is what i want...lolx...
I did read this phrase in bible verse, perhaps I can have an argument over it with them, haha because I seriously feel anxious bout this, GOD CAUSE I AM NOT PREPARED YET~!!!!!! WAIT FOR ME~!!!

deepest thought~

feel like letting go~
i am not gonna participate in any relationship after this....

the true deep love from me to you~

How I wish I could one day bring you to believe in Christ,
and you will accept Lord Jesus as your Savior,
and then we will walk God's way together,
and then we will pray together, worship together, go sunday service together,
share bible words together, and accept Jesus blessing together.
It would be more great when we hold hands and pray for each other together when we need comforts, it would be more great when we both have God in us,
and It would be more great when we hold hands together walk into church and promise each
other to be husband wife together in front of the cross.
I really want so much to see you and me together walk with God for the rest of life,
but I know it will be a very hard task for me to bring you in front to God,
what I can do is only pray and leave you to God, I believe in Him.
Don't ask me why, I won't force you,
because I don't want to annoy you,
make you hate my Father Lord.
Because I Love You, and this explains why I hope to see you believe in Christ,
because I want to save you.
You won't understand now why,
but you will know when Jesus touches you.
and so to my very best friends, sha da jieh, brother, ngao long, and ducke,
I wish to see one day we all can come together,
holding hands together,
sitting in the middle of the hall,
close our eyes,
and pray together for each other.
Please don't annoy by my words friends,
I just feel so much to do this in this moment.
I Love you guys~

to the Father Lord in Heaven

Father Lord please forgive me that i have sinned.
i know i'd always backslide but you never give up in me.
though i got no faith in you sometimes but You have faith in me.
that makes me cry.
i want to come back to you.
i need you blessing i need your protection i need eternal life.
you promised me that my wishes will be fulfilled if i am faithful and sincere to you lord.
i will trust in You.
Father Lord may Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
Please give me strength and hold me tight.
i don't want to slide away.
Thank you for everything you have given to me.
i praise You Lord Jesus.
Amen~

I Don’t Want To Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Make it worthy please~

Okay I don't disturb you, I promise.
But you have to do your very best.
Otherwise my 'sacrifice' on it will not be worthy.
Make my sacrifice worthy and don't misused it~
Sincerely wish you all the best and good luck from the bottom of my heart.
Its gonna be a difficult, hard, and long way for me to go.
3 more months...
It's 3 MORE MONTHS~
It's too long....
I'm gasping for air~
It's gonna be,
hundred of nights I am not gonna sleep with you humming songs by my ears when I am insomnia;
hundred of days I am not gonna share my daily routine to you;
hundred of days to save my sms money,
hundred of days for you to neglect me like what you did yesterday night not so bother about my stomach ache which don't like what you would respond to me those days when I am in pain,
hundred of days to do everything without you without you~
Oh my God~
How am I going to get through all these?sobs~

Specially for You~

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

男人大丈夫，要顶天立地~~~

刚才看了一篇文章，说岳母在女儿婚宴上向女婿交待好好照顾女儿的故事，
让我不联想起一些东西值得分享的~

从前到现在，为什么男孩子已经被认定是必须要扛起一切责任的动物？
做戏的小孩的出生是为了保住父母的地位，帮父母分家产等等。
即时是现实生活中，大家庭里的男孩子们都是父母摆出来炫和比较的工具，
因为这些男生都多了一样东西。
我家是个活生生的例子。
阿嬷曾经对我说，为什么他们会让她去读书而不是让他去读书？
家里都没有钱供了，如果是阿嬷，阿嬷早就先供儿子读书毕业了才来让她读~
。。。。。。。。

男婴儿一出世就背着这样的重担，爸爸会对他说，
宝宝，你要乖乖长大，然后替爸爸承担家业~！
妈妈说，宝宝你要快点长大，然后赚多多钱来养妈妈~~~
有些妈妈还对女儿说，可惜你们不是儿子，不然可以为爸爸出一口气~你看，他们都瞧不起我们~~~

男孩子长大了在学校跟同学闹输哭了，老师就会说，
不许哭，你是boy来的，哪里可以哭~~羞羞~
这也是一个责任。
他们都说，男人大丈夫流血不流泪，
所以很多男生至今都不敢在别人面前流泪，
只可以勉强的滴几颗泪珠，
然后又要逞强的爬起来~

男生长大读书了妈妈就说回同样的道理，
你是爸爸唯一的儿子，所以你一定要读好书来，
以后出人头地赚钱养回爸爸~
爸爸妈妈也是你的责任~

有些人择偶时也会问，
你是你家唯一的儿子吗？
是哦？？
啊~那做你家媳妇不是很大压力咯？~~~~~

儿子长大要结婚了，
岳母岳父甚至女方的祖先十八代统统跑出来千交待万交待说要好好照顾这个姑娘儿，
不许遭到丝毫的委屈，你要扛起这个责任，娶进门了就要好好服侍好好顺从，好好的疼好好的爱~
现在都好像比较少有岳父岳母对媳妇儿说要好好地疼儿子了吧~
所以这都是责任~

就连facebook都常常在post一些如何对待女朋友的论文，
全都是给男生看的，因为爱女朋友疼女朋友不让女朋友受到丝毫伤害都是他们的责任。
有时看了那些post心里会觉得很舒服很想share给身边的他，让他好好学习，
可是想了想还是有点可怜facebook里的男生，因为大多的post都是针对男生的，
鲜少是给女生的篇~
facebook's post 也是男生们的责任~
开了看了读了吸收了实行了都是他们的责任~

现实一点的例子吧，为什么男生就一定要gentleman?
我身边的男子都会有些绅士，（虽然都比不过我的他）,
不过我发现有些男生帮我提东西时那个表情就像,
: 我是男生，所以又责任帮你，虽然我不是很愿意~
wahahahha~!有点好笑~对不起。。。
是吗？会不会有些男生就是这么想？
当我和一个女生走在一起时我就有那个责任保护她，
不管她是不是我女朋友，
不管她愿不愿意，
不管她是谁，
不管她需不需要，
我都有着这样的责任，
被逼要保护她要帮她提东西~
有吗男生们？？
这是个藏在心里的责任,
不管他们愿不愿意~

我或许给的例子不够多，不能真正的表明出男人扛的责任，
可是我是有点不明白为什么他们注定要扛起责任，还要扛起那么多的责任，
才分享这篇部落格~

所以全世界都是男人的责任。
妈妈爸爸弟弟妹妹姐姐爷爷奶奶，那个家那块地，那个女人那些孩子，
那一堆金钱那颗钻石，她的一生他们的未来他们的下半辈子和他她它祂都是男人的责任。
男人一出生就背负着一个重大的责任，就是这些没完没了的责任。

每每我痛得想滚床滚到死时，羡慕他不需要承受这一些痛楚时，
亲爱的他都会告诉我说，我们不需要承受这些，可是我们要承担很多很大的责任叻~
对啊，有道理~
所以这世界表面来看是公平的。
我庆幸我不需要承担那么多的责任，至少我没有背着要帮郑家耀祖光宗的责任，
至少我不需要承担一个男人的一生，至少我不需要背着一定要出去赚钱养孩子的责任，
至少我不需要娶一个可以帮我生儿子的人，不需要传宗接代，至少至少~~~~

Good Night Cinderella

总在酱宁静的夜晚特别的想你~我想说，我想你~因为你睡了，我不忍心再吵醒，
又没有别的地方可以发泄，只有透过这里传达到你的梦里咯。
睡着了吗？有梦到我吗？听到我说我想你吗？
晚安宝贝，我爱你~




我知道你不喜欢，不过你不需要知道它的存在~

sick~

turn down the fan, put on my jacket,
one hand holding vicks another hand holding notes,
eyes staring at the screen, hoping somebody will appear to cure me,
my honey at the kitchen is nt affective to cure my throat,
i need something like honey now to cure me~
my puzzled heart as well~

I m not coming back~

just back from home sweet home~ i really dun feel like coming back...sobs... miss you miss you miss you....i wanna stay longer to go starbucks with mummy early in the morning, stay longer to eat mummy's dishes, stay longer to use up daddy's money to shopping, stay longer to play with daddy's moustache, stay longer to pinch my sis's fatty lipids, stay longer to play monopoly with them, stay longer to see you longer, stay longer to pull off your leg's hair and make you scream and ran off but yet still come back and let me pull off them, stay longer to tickle you, stay longer to bite you to play with my hair to kiss my cheek to stare at me to hug you tight to hold my hands to love love my head to tell me lame jokes to laugh together to this to that~ every moment is so precious when you are by my side, every second goes so slow when we are together, i captured the moments when i tickle you and you beg me nt to do, when i cry your forehead squeezed together you wipe off my tears and tell me that you are sad ask me not to cry, when you hold my hands to cross the road though not many cars bt you care, when you move away my head to my homework from tv and asked me to 做完了先啊~hee, i miss those actions~ when you talk to me so gently in the car before i reached home,asked me to take care in kl to study hard to be careful when going to sch and not to like other guys and then must miss you, lol, Da, I Love You. Don't worry. I miss you, i really do... Before i leave i always asked you to kidnap me, next time lock me in your bathroom and tell everyone i m lost.... I don't want to come back here~ December, pls come faster. Stpm, pls pass faster. Kl local u, pls accept him. I wait you here :D

why pretty girls forever so bad attitude? I'll never trust in a pretty girl anymore...they're way too over in showing off themselves and in their manner....some even act like a biadge tht they dun even know yet want to stab ppl's back behind and criticize ppl as bitch.... disappointed.....no more envy on pretty girls anymore....never.....pretty girls are always in bad manner bad attitude and bad hearted....luckily i m not:D

Borrowed text books from library and planned to do revision over the weekend bt im'ma lazy.....btw let me try on my blogspot:) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ yday went to one u shopping with friends...I bought ma dress in kitschen with discount of 30% ,friends' top with 20, sunglasses and also somebody's bag with 30% discount oh mian~~ happy happy~~~~~



the dress i mentioned and ma very cheap sunglass:D

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well, i gonna go on my diet plan to fit in this dress....sobs~~~~

Shifted my blog from space to here *wink*