eating instant noodle for my dinner...
have been repeating the same thing for few saturdays...
cause i can find the memories by doing it over and over again....
It was a saturday, you were cooking our instant noodle,
i was washing all the dish up,
i blamed on your bad skill,
and you laughed at me for no reason.
We backed to our room,
opened up the movie,
pulling out the chair,
placing our dinner on it,
and start enjoying everything.
And i remember what i mentioned,
'Even it is jz instant noodle, its already so enough cause you are here with me'
Yes, everything was so beautiful before...
I think i am still hanging around here cause i haven't receive your good night wish tonight...
Hope it will not be another sleepless night anymore...
And i wish i could let go very soon....
It is painful...
It is torturing...
I wonder why you wouldn't know that...
What makes you go off so suddenly...
Not loving anymore? why?
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
You are a liar.
You are being irresponsible to our promises.
I couldn't forget what you promised before and now i couldn't take it that all things are gone forever.
There was once you came into my life, you occupied my heart, for 2 years long, and even now,
it wouldn't fade away.
You said you love me, you wiped away my tears and tell me not to afraid,
because, you will never ever leave me alone, unless i said so.
Now, without waiting me to tell you what to do, you make the step first.
You broken everything, you spoiled my dreams, you leave me with tears at night,
you say bye bye without bringing all the memories along.
You are cruel, and you are a fool cause you created all these.
You said break up at first, and now you come back, asking everybody how am i doing,
trying to concern me, and it is stupid.
If you chosen to leave, why would you come back and do so many things behind?
I don't need that at all, i don't need your concern and your care, cause you are no longer
the one who having the authority to care about my everything, you are no longer the one
who having the authority to spam my inbox messages 24 hours, you are no longer the
one who having the authority to ask me to eat sleep bath shit, no more~
Only my boyfriend can do all this to me. You are now only a stranger, or maybe just a
friend, that don't need to access into my life. My friends won't concern all these bout me.
Same to you.
Don't tell me you never thought that 'break up' will turn up to be so serious,
then you are totally foolish and immature to everyone.
A lot of people already warned you, 不要轻易说分手。
Don't tell me you never heard of this before, i am pretty sure it is familiar to you.
Don't tell me you just wanna 'break up for temporary'. No such word at all.
Though i did that before, but i knew i will come back to you very soon, that's why i did such silly act once. And i realized i was acting immaturely towards our relationship.
Is that so called karma? I left you at once and now you did it back to me?
And please, don't tell me i am good. Don't tell me i am a good gf i will be a good mother and wife and so on... and telling me that you will definitely regret to lose me... Because you are silly.
You are contradicting yourself. You said i deserve better one, because i am good. Then i'm gonna ask you, who will ever offer others on the good stuff he had in his hand? Why are you so generous? You laugh now, laughing at yourself, cause you realized you are being silly.
I'm gonna tell you that, i am not a gift, for you to give it out to people; nor i am a what so ever for you to offer others. I still have my own dignity, i am a human, i have a heart and i have my choice. I don't need you to act generous and to offer others your so called 'good gf'.
You said you give it up because you are stressed by academic stuffs right now,
how about future? Unless you don't plan to have a wife and a marriage,
cause you might abandon them due to stress from working. Tell me, are you silly?
It's good to lose you, cause i don't want an irresponsible husband, and i don't want an immature husband. I don't need a husband that can't handle stress, i don't need a husband that can't manage his own life, and easily beaten down by huge burdens.... It's a good thing. Yes, indeed.
Now i have nobody else to cry out when i afraid of darkness.
Now i have nobody to take care of my health and help me in my studies.
I have nobody to hug anymore.
I have nobody to mumble anymore.
I have only all the memories with me.
I have only tears accompany me to sleep.
And i realized the bedtime stories you gave were all lies.
I got to be independent by now, nobody to rely, and i have to re-plan my future,
cause i'd always thought i will have you in my future.
Everything comes to the end out of expectation.
You are a liar. The promises were all fairy tale.
Fairy tale never come true.
I couldn't forget what you promised before and now i couldn't take it that all things are gone forever.
There was once you came into my life, you occupied my heart, for 2 years long, and even now,
it wouldn't fade away.
You said you love me, you wiped away my tears and tell me not to afraid,
because, you will never ever leave me alone, unless i said so.
Now, without waiting me to tell you what to do, you make the step first.
You broken everything, you spoiled my dreams, you leave me with tears at night,
you say bye bye without bringing all the memories along.
You are cruel, and you are a fool cause you created all these.
You said break up at first, and now you come back, asking everybody how am i doing,
trying to concern me, and it is stupid.
If you chosen to leave, why would you come back and do so many things behind?
I don't need that at all, i don't need your concern and your care, cause you are no longer
the one who having the authority to care about my everything, you are no longer the one
who having the authority to spam my inbox messages 24 hours, you are no longer the
one who having the authority to ask me to eat sleep bath shit, no more~
Only my boyfriend can do all this to me. You are now only a stranger, or maybe just a
friend, that don't need to access into my life. My friends won't concern all these bout me.
Same to you.
Don't tell me you never thought that 'break up' will turn up to be so serious,
then you are totally foolish and immature to everyone.
A lot of people already warned you, 不要轻易说分手。
Don't tell me you never heard of this before, i am pretty sure it is familiar to you.
Don't tell me you just wanna 'break up for temporary'. No such word at all.
Though i did that before, but i knew i will come back to you very soon, that's why i did such silly act once. And i realized i was acting immaturely towards our relationship.
Is that so called karma? I left you at once and now you did it back to me?
And please, don't tell me i am good. Don't tell me i am a good gf i will be a good mother and wife and so on... and telling me that you will definitely regret to lose me... Because you are silly.
You are contradicting yourself. You said i deserve better one, because i am good. Then i'm gonna ask you, who will ever offer others on the good stuff he had in his hand? Why are you so generous? You laugh now, laughing at yourself, cause you realized you are being silly.
I'm gonna tell you that, i am not a gift, for you to give it out to people; nor i am a what so ever for you to offer others. I still have my own dignity, i am a human, i have a heart and i have my choice. I don't need you to act generous and to offer others your so called 'good gf'.
You said you give it up because you are stressed by academic stuffs right now,
how about future? Unless you don't plan to have a wife and a marriage,
cause you might abandon them due to stress from working. Tell me, are you silly?
It's good to lose you, cause i don't want an irresponsible husband, and i don't want an immature husband. I don't need a husband that can't handle stress, i don't need a husband that can't manage his own life, and easily beaten down by huge burdens.... It's a good thing. Yes, indeed.
Now i have nobody else to cry out when i afraid of darkness.
Now i have nobody to take care of my health and help me in my studies.
I have nobody to hug anymore.
I have nobody to mumble anymore.
I have only all the memories with me.
I have only tears accompany me to sleep.
And i realized the bedtime stories you gave were all lies.
I got to be independent by now, nobody to rely, and i have to re-plan my future,
cause i'd always thought i will have you in my future.
Everything comes to the end out of expectation.
You are a liar. The promises were all fairy tale.
Fairy tale never come true.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Share my life, take me for what I am
Cause I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you
You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember forever
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me, no
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
If I don't have you, oh you
Cause I'll never change all my colors for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you
You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to
I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember forever
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me, no
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
If I don't have you, oh you
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
情人知己，同学亦同事工作伙伴~
把这首歌送给你亲爱的大鼻子，
情人知己
我~非常愛你 非常確定 你像情人 又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你 是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心 那種窩心 那種安心
幸福很難 我相信 只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
我非常爱你，非常确定，对对对，没有怀疑，
请给我坚定的信心，
让我对你的信任不会动摇咯~~
太想你了呀~
><
前两天去陪你上班当promoter，
足足站了28个小时，
为了赚那么一点的零用，
和为了见到你啦~paiseh shhh~~
hehehe...
至于同学呢，
两年前我也去过你学校上那么两个礼拜的学啊，
所以我们也当过同学，
也就所以是同学亦同事，情人又知己~
好幸福的捏~~
咱们几乎啥位置都一起做过了，
要继续努力，
让你成为我独一无二的‘multi-position’(是酱说吗？随便乱拼滴lol) 的daby~~
daby~~ah larp eiw~muah muah~
*blusheyyy*
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
The Occupant
Thank you for enlightening my life, thank you for walking into it and thank you for being such a nice lover... you are great, you are lovely and you are appreciated. i believe that you are a special gift from God. no one else own it... your good and kindness are noted by everyone, please forgive that i realized it late, but guess its not too late ;) lucky that you pulled back when i almost fall, otherwise i will never have the chance experiencing so much downpour of love from ya~~ yes, i appreciate it, i do... though I'd always being so fussy, i am sorry, please look inside my heart whenever i did it, they have different kind of language... i know i m troublesome, i know I'd always bring you a lots of sleepless night... that's because i doesn't know how much you care, that's because i doesn't know what 'appreciate' means, now I've figured them out, i know you :D:D please bare with me on my attitude, i might be frivolous sometimes, but please wait for me, i will come back to you....Because you are the occupant in my heart. <3
Friday, January 7, 2011
原谅我是这样的女生
原来我真的很自私。
我不能接受身边最亲的朋友有自己的感情生活，
我不懂为什么~
可是我清楚知道这不是因为不寻常的感觉，
只是突然被说中了，
我这个人占有欲很强，
简称，自私，霸道，不成熟~
虽然不喜欢人家说我，
认真的思考时真的不能不接受，
自己，
就是一个这样的女生~
有尝试去接受，
尝试让自己放开，
假装大方也要接受它，
说服自己别人终究是别人，
他们还是得结婚生孩子，
他们终究会离开，
去寻找自己的天空。
说什么永远永远，
呵呵，
是单纯滴~
有点儿沉重，
真的试着去放下，
就是怎么搞都搞不会。
很差~~
真的很差~~~
究竟怎样才可以放下，
这种自私的心态，
不让自己难受~~~~~~~
hmm。。
我很需要朋友。。。
我不能接受身边最亲的朋友有自己的感情生活，
我不懂为什么~
可是我清楚知道这不是因为不寻常的感觉，
只是突然被说中了，
我这个人占有欲很强，
简称，自私，霸道，不成熟~
虽然不喜欢人家说我，
认真的思考时真的不能不接受，
自己，
就是一个这样的女生~
有尝试去接受，
尝试让自己放开，
假装大方也要接受它，
说服自己别人终究是别人，
他们还是得结婚生孩子，
他们终究会离开，
去寻找自己的天空。
说什么永远永远，
呵呵，
是单纯滴~
有点儿沉重，
真的试着去放下，
就是怎么搞都搞不会。
很差~~
真的很差~~~
究竟怎样才可以放下，
这种自私的心态，
不让自己难受~~~~~~~
hmm。。
我很需要朋友。。。
Thursday, January 6, 2011
一篇又是记载你们的故事~
傻大姐，野ah gor，
我也要申诉了~~
你们酱哭一哭就让你们的感情变坚定了，
那我不时要哭给你们看来证明我也很爱你们了咯 keke!!
看到你俩这个样子不禁让我想起我也曾经质疑过你们对我的友情真假~~
不是我要博同情，
不过叻， 我也有曾经在无数的夜里为了你们而流泪滴! XD
你们知道嘛~~
我就只有你们这几粒野人，
假期回来就只有你们野人而已，
所以有时候孤零零会突然间觉得没有朋友，
觉得没有朋友滴时候会想起你们，
想起你们的时候又会觉得自己自作多情，
特别是在你们出去时没有参我，
那种感觉有够悲滴~~ T.T
不要笑~~是真滴~~~~
所以请顺便珍惜我~
当你们想到其中一粒野人的时候可不可以也顺便想起我，
然后miss call我一下，还是tag我一下，
让我知道原来我也坐在你们的心里滴!!
多谢你们~~~~
谢谢你们多多~~C=
虽然偶尔你们的动作有令我觉得被重视啦，
可是就那么一下下而已~真的很不够来填补我的心滴~~
谢谢你们多多~~~
也真的真的希望你答应过的都不会食言~
傻大姐之所以那么激动也不过纯粹因为她＇感张＇你啊~~
我们的确有点太霸道占有欲强了点儿。。。
可是，我就是那么滴霸道!! ＸＤＸＤ
有人会为你而落泪是好事儿~证明还有人关心你在乎你儿~~~
我多想啊~~ 超妒忌!!呵呵~~~
一个人傻乎乎的时候总会想些有的没的~~
不过肉麻的也要说一下下，
是我心底的真心话，
害怕恶心就把脸儿憋过去吧!!!
我要我们再一起久久久久，
不管将来如何各奔东西，
我也要大家继续的三八再一起，
有果子一起吃，有野猪一起猎，
就是真心的希望还会爱再一起就是了~~~~~~emmmm~~~~:)
有够肉麻吗~~嘿嘿~~~
我爱你们滴~~ 你们叻??~~~~ngiek!
这是大家平时都不会说的话儿，
所以就在这里讲讲算了，
偶尔要部落格下下才能提醒你们我最重要~~嘿嘿嘿!!!
我爱你们野人们!!!!
我也要申诉了~~
你们酱哭一哭就让你们的感情变坚定了，
那我不时要哭给你们看来证明我也很爱你们了咯 keke!!
看到你俩这个样子不禁让我想起我也曾经质疑过你们对我的友情真假~~
不是我要博同情，
不过叻， 我也有曾经在无数的夜里为了你们而流泪滴! XD
你们知道嘛~~
我就只有你们这几粒野人，
假期回来就只有你们野人而已，
所以有时候孤零零会突然间觉得没有朋友，
觉得没有朋友滴时候会想起你们，
想起你们的时候又会觉得自己自作多情，
特别是在你们出去时没有参我，
那种感觉有够悲滴~~ T.T
不要笑~~是真滴~~~~
所以请顺便珍惜我~
当你们想到其中一粒野人的时候可不可以也顺便想起我，
然后miss call我一下，还是tag我一下，
让我知道原来我也坐在你们的心里滴!!
多谢你们~~~~
谢谢你们多多~~C=
虽然偶尔你们的动作有令我觉得被重视啦，
可是就那么一下下而已~真的很不够来填补我的心滴~~
谢谢你们多多~~~
也真的真的希望你答应过的都不会食言~
傻大姐之所以那么激动也不过纯粹因为她＇感张＇你啊~~
我们的确有点太霸道占有欲强了点儿。。。
可是，我就是那么滴霸道!! ＸＤＸＤ
有人会为你而落泪是好事儿~证明还有人关心你在乎你儿~~~
我多想啊~~ 超妒忌!!呵呵~~~
一个人傻乎乎的时候总会想些有的没的~~
不过肉麻的也要说一下下，
是我心底的真心话，
害怕恶心就把脸儿憋过去吧!!!
我要我们再一起久久久久，
不管将来如何各奔东西，
我也要大家继续的三八再一起，
有果子一起吃，有野猪一起猎，
就是真心的希望还会爱再一起就是了~~~~~~emmmm~~~~:)
有够肉麻吗~~嘿嘿~~~
我爱你们滴~~ 你们叻??~~~~ngiek!
这是大家平时都不会说的话儿，
所以就在这里讲讲算了，
偶尔要部落格下下才能提醒你们我最重要~~嘿嘿嘿!!!
我爱你们野人们!!!!
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